If you find this then hello. Theres not much here but thats alright. Thanks for stopping by.

I dont know if things will be alright but im trying more than ever.

I always thought of myself as a stepping stone for someone else, I thought as long I could be used I would have a purpose. Deep down I knew that was a lie but I couldnt imagine someone in return caring for me. Everyone close has always left me behind in some way. Either cause of my stagnant ways or they simpley moved on. The loneliness ate me away for a very long time. It might be late but I've finally realized I want to live and im loved but... it still is a stuggle. To finally have a goal isn't something Im used to... Im not a strong person, I never was but im trying more than ever.